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Friday, May 25th, 2012
9:18 pm	aggravating annoyances i must say it's annoyingly aggravating to date some one who doesn't seem to understand the process of having goals and setting dead lines for oneself. This makes me fully understand how Alicia felt. You are a progress oriented person and the person you are with is just there floating along doing whatever and then aren't happy because you "don't have time for them" because you're tying to achieve something. Like me writing this book. You can believe that i will cut everything off to get this done. It won't be like last year. And it's quite aggravating to have somebody holding u back because of their own personal selfish need for attention. Yes a note of this will be taken. (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 3rd, 2012
9:15 pm	back to art. so after months of drawing hiatus because of awesome videogames and laziness. Im finally back to doing what i love. Reading a comic help give me a kick start also as u kinda lose your love for an art form if u dont look at it and so... So im touching up old pages from my last project and im gonna hafta do some new pages to add on to these to make a complete book, or idea, or section for this free give away prieview book that this is sposta be. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 15th, 2012
9:13 pm	meh, sometimes i wonder if the mission objective of women is to find something in life to bitch about. some anything everything. And on top of that, how is it that broke people who know they need money want to pretend like it doesn't have a place in relationship matters. But i spose when you're the broke one getting the free money and not losing it or anything because of the money you've or spent on somebody else, you can feel that way. i will simply let Karma works it's web. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 3rd, 2012
7:09 pm	2012 Another year another buncha stuff and hope. So this year starts off relatively well ima be gutta debt as soon as this stupid Citi card will take a payment and I can then proceed on wif what I need to do. Work is kinda busy but not really and things r just goin as they do. This year I’d like to successfully get to all the vacations I have planned unlike last year which ended ina cluster fuck when my trip to New York was sposta come bout. Ima hafta put my foot down and not be so giving cus even people who love you will take advantage of you. And I hope this is the last full year I hafta be at Eaton not by my choice. I get the money I need for school and the rest is expenses. Also ima crack down on mah loans and hopefully put money in my SCU account ery month. More money is comin out per check but it’s for savin for the future basically. I wanna buy Ford stock wif my tax return and if we get sum vvp, iya prolly bank it, not sure though. But whateva. So yah thats me for this year. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 19th, 2011
9:08 pm	homeless. i can see how people become homeless. What ever happened to people working to get somewhere. Few people actually love their jobs but when you're in a shit situation and already depending on others you need to bite the fucking bullet. Depending on the kindness of others is a cop out. Laziness is more like it. Depending on hand outs and the kindness of others is what homeless people do and they carry it right on into their homelessness. Asking for change and what not. This is not cool and this is a game breaker. seriously. I refuse to be burdened by somebody who refuses enough responsibility to hold a job and manage their own money. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, September 30th, 2011
9:42 pm	fuss if u do fuss if u dont So I’m tired from the day that was 12 hours. two of them in fact. im tired. so Pixie comes over because I figure it can’t hurt anything. she’s playing her game im interneting, I try to talk to her she has her ear phones in, she shushes me for cut scenes and what not but then when I put on my ear phones evidently I’m committing sum horrible atrocity. So I even invite her to stay longer than my pre planned7:30 sleep time, till bout 9. I’ve been working and so I don’t feel like doing anything, and I’m not going to. If you’re too stupid to realize people who work long hours days on end are tired you’re a dumbass. She also fussed at me for not sending her face book post and stuff when the reality is that I sent her a email and she didn’t check it cus all she has is face book mobile. But I still got fussed at. But at this point in time im too tired to care about any of it. So whateva. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 28th, 2011
6:22 pm	12 hours...noooooooooooo So my throats beina beesh, I guess it’s the acid reflux or sumfin I dunno. I feels itchy all the time and so I cough but to no avail. so ima start back on the nexium I spose. I want a natural cure type thing though. So tomorrow is a 12 hour work day and im already dreading it. My mind is set on bad mood and I dun feel like puttin up with the bs. We’re sposta be getting sum “help” though....but really we have all three guns working and boxes are bein done so really what will it help. The problem is the tables putting out so much work, or rather hold it then flooding us with it all. But whateva I will make the best of the bs. I haven’t been getting my proper amount of sleep lately due to Pixies health, but I think iya be aight...zombie mode definitely. (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 18th, 2011
10:59 pm	so sorry to disappoint people....not really. So my girl friend wants ,e to go see her dad on my vacation. Now considering that ic an't go to New York so i'm already wastn vacation time and Money in Hilton Head just cus thats like the only place i can think to go and afford. And considerint hat i can't go to new York cus i was payin her bills....hell the fuck no. Not to mentionher dads a racist but since he's in bad health now he's tryna get stuff straightened out. No. he's neva made an attempt to visit, ait no he said he'd come up last year if she gave him like 300 dollars which she did and he didnt come visit. So yah, that aint happenein. (Comment on this)
5:53 pm	Mane i've been kinda busy. Mostly with work though u know how it is. I have been on seven days for like two weeks or so now. No complaints i just hafta make time to do things. not thats there's much to do. Today was kinda one of those volunteer days. im always up for workaholic volunteering and of course nobody else really wants to do the stuff anyways. So i made a sixteen hour pay day outta just 8. I need the money for my vacation Anyways. Im trying to learn to use more fingers when typing and i also think i may have some nerve damage in my hand. Anyways, i think ima go get sum Taco Bell or something while im out running errands. Yah thats sounds good. (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 15th, 2011
6:36 pm	hpv Wow Hpv is causin a ridiculously large amount of cancer in younger girls....throats. Yah it makes me wanna snicker a lil. Obviously it comes from suckin dick. It's like...mouth aids or sumfin. Guys carry it and girls pay the price. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 13th, 2011
5:08 am	gross limes make gross lemon aid and our milkis sour (Comment on this)
Monday, September 12th, 2011
8:30 pm	todays day at work was bettah than usual but very worky im goin to bed now (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 10th, 2011
3:34 pm	so today at work wasn't so fun. It was abit annoying and druggish amd Juan said i wasn't my usual self. i dunno why. Really i can't explain it. So i had planned to go home relax wif sum Duke Nukem then do errands round 5-ish. So my girl sends me text messages and such bout needin sum soup and i was cool with that. But now this bitch is complaining cus im not breakin my back to bring her sum fucking soup. I'm like fuck u unemployed bitch. But it's always like that, people who dun hav jobs always think that people who do hav jobs want to spend their extra time with them. no you're wrong dumbass. This has been a 46 hour work week and that's even with Having Monday off. I can't even get a fuckin hour after work to relax. Ima start ignoring the phone thats what ima do. (Comment on this)
Friday, September 9th, 2011
5:14 pm	Busy day at the job. 16 boxes or so. The floor only looks partially better though. But all those otha places with crap strewn erywhere are cleared out so good job. (Comment on this)
Monday, September 5th, 2011
10:42 pm	gun range afta finally makin it to the gun range, it was nice. gettin more in tune with no name gettin used to aimin and usin her more. Sitting down for shootin still sucks bu whateva. i just wish i had more ammo to blow. (Comment on this)
11:22 am	last day of vacation, so lil time and so much parent noise. (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 4th, 2011
2:29 pm	stupidity i am amused at how somebody who has basically drug me down and leeched off me can claim to be a victim or whatever. Always the victim and always with an excuse or explanation as she calls it. Always an ungrateful bitch as well, Like mother like daughter i spose. It's my fault that i have female friends who have been a problem from day one. Despite the fact that she has male friends who spend the night, send dick picture, etc etc. But it's cool cus you reap what u sow. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:40 am	I didnt make it tot he gun range today, or back to the gun range rather. Pixie was sposta maybe be coming ova but later called and said she was gutta gas. So today was nice for the most part. got sum good sleep went to see columbiana at the theaters and then went to get Pixie sum detergent and then stopped by the Block to chat wif Greg. Afta this it was to the home for a nap and then to Pixies church for a movie. The movie was really interesting and got me to thinking. The movie was the adjustment board. So im like where would I be had I dun this differently or that or had I not dun this or that. ehhhh. So anyways Me Haley and Pixie went to get ice cream but ended up goin to Charity’s. Amber showed up later. It was nice to hang out wif suma associates and not at karaoke. Afterwards of course I got the ole bitchin out by the girl friend bout not caring whats embody else says bout her and whateva the fuck she wants to fuss bout. Same ole shit different day. It amazes me how sumbody wants to fuss and complain and accuse and then want erything to be alright. Or how they constantly do something hat annoys u and are irresponsible and childish and always gets themselves in problems that they can fix. Its like they just take take take and neva give and then wonder why u feel negatively about them. I’m frankly tired of it all. I wanna go back to the range I guess Monday since tomorrows Sunday. I seriously need lotsa practice..seriously. I feel like I need to take shooting lessons or something. I dunno, is it the gun or is it me. What is it, maybe I just need way more practice. (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 3rd, 2011
11:55 am	crappy ammo hmmmm, when u have a rounds hit'n the ground 20 feet away, 50 feet away, 50 feet and way to the left, 30 feet away, and/or either smacking the ground and skipping maybe 50 feet or ripping apart mid flight one piece hitting 20 one hitting 70. U kno u got sum crappy ammo. Sorry American Eagle i gosta go. (Comment on this)
Monday, August 29th, 2011
7:49 pm	another weekend gone, my keyboard has lag as well as my remote to the satellite and my sleeping sucks. I hav a long weekend coming up and would like to get sum rest befo it. i dun have plans for anything mostly cus i cant afford to do anything. My money situation is horrible right now. I'll be so glad when Pixie starts workin so she can fuck her own money up. So yah thats the gist of things. i plan to wash and wax my truck this day by using a day at a time cleanin process. Iya vacuum it tomorrow, wash thursday and wax friday. Saturday i'd like to go to the gun range got a few more bullets to pop off so yah thats always enjoyable. Oh yah my ipod also has lost internet ability and my apple plan is out and so...yah im waiting for the new model to come out so the prices of the current model will hopefully drop to a reasonable area. (Comment on this)